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Life in STM

STM Student Council... The Dream Team

STM Student Council 2009... The Dream Team

The Bible College that I spend 80% of my time during the week  is a representative microcosm that reflects the Malaysian Church in all its flawed glory. There is the clannish Chinese communities- fragmented, loud and critical; the indifferent and individualistic English-speaking Chinese; the ‘neglected’ and ‘marginalized’ Indian ‘minority’; the local bumiputra students that lend much mirth to our dreary and kiasu-istic lifestyles; and the foreign students, who remind us of a growing immigrant population in the country and its crying needs.

Inseparable...My former roomie (Jegadass) and me. Peas in a pod.

Inseparable...My former roomie (Jegadass) and me. Peas in a pod.

I believe this larger, more intricate family must be brought to a love-centered balance, not by sheer reason, persuasion or charisma, but by prayer and quiet trust alone. No amount of talk (and I have had heard alot of it since coming in to STM) will bring men and women together in harmony of purpose. Some quarters complain that the students are not mentored or discipled by the lecturers enough. In some sense it is true, but I prefer to seek for alternatives, rather than wait for the proverbial moon to turn blue. In the same way, I feel that the seniors should play a bigger role in mentoring and assisting the juniors. (And I guess I could complain that we have not been discipled and mentored enough!) However, after a year here, I have learnt to adapt and get my input elsewhere.

Growing up... the sophomores y'all!

Growing up... the sophomores y'all!

But for the juniors under me, I have been seeking after a way to allow my current year to be more pro-active towards welcoming the freshies. So far, there has not been a concerted effort to reach out to them- much like what happened to my year- but I hope this will not be a norm in the days to come. May we learn what it means to love with greater sincerity.

Myself included.

Of Demons and Prayer

Waking sleep... chase chase chase them out.

Waking sleep... chase, chase, chase them out!

I have been troubled by my own lack of prayer, having been entrusted with it by the Lord to uphold the people around me fervently. I know and have seen its effectiveness, but I struggle to maintain my committment. 

Last night I awoke from a dream, where I and a group of others were  assailed by moaning demons/spirits. While we tried to run for cover (fat lot of good that does), a few of them leapt over and latched themselves firmly to our heads. They were small sized, but vicious. As they sunk their invisible claws into our minds, binding in fear and confusion, we struggled in vain to extricate them. I woke up on full alert.

It was 4.21 am. As I began praying without reserve, the Lord released the strangleholds and began breaking the ties. My mind began to clear and I continued to pray for all those within thinking distance. Strength and normalcy soothed me back to sleep.

If the Lord ever wakes you up in the middle of the night alarmed and disturbed, pray. Pray for your friends, your neighbours, your country.